The Ugly Restless Truth

About

U.S.A.
Age 23.
Female.
Straight.

This is all the fucked up shit I don’t want to post on my main blog.

royalteens:

being skinny would  solve 97% of my problems

So tired of this. Get it together girls. Stop listening to media. Start loving yourselves. Being HEALTHY would solve just as many of your problems.

  • person : This is all in your head
  • me : thats why it's called a mental disorder
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pammieomana:

I’m not hungry

Unless we’re talking about sex. 

One minute, I feel like we’re going to be fine, and the next, I’m just not sure it can work out. I mean what if we are truly just not sexually compatible? What if it really just isn’t as important to him as it is to me, and for no other reason (no deep issues or scars) than it just is what it is? I can’t stand it. I adore everything else about our relationship. It sucks. But I truly do not want to live my young life having vanilla sex just to wake up in my 40s and still be having the same fucking vanilla sex. We’re young. We’re SUPPOSED to be fucking like rabbits, and experimenting. There shouldn’t be such effort for a spicy sex life. But he acts like he doesn’t even desire a spicy sex life. I don’t know what to do. We need to talk about this before he leaves town again. 

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sensubeans:

“I’ll always be there for you.”

“I promise I’ll be here.”

“I still care about you.”

“I still love you.”

AHAHAHAAAAAAAAAA

but forreals you can’t say that shit when you’re about to leave them you douchedick

Not when it’s OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER…DAD. 

silenthill:

i got 99 problems and money could solve at least 73 of them

guts-glory-sorrow:

In an uncomfortable moment with my therapist, and there are many, he helped me understand why I take pleasure (mostly sexual) from being physically hurt.

(Our conversation was actually about why I choose to be with older men).

He explained that when a parent (my father in this case) is unable to…

OMG I almost cried reading this. This makes perfect sense. I really want my boyfriend to read this. Holy shit. Heartbroken*